Hello my old friend,

I know I didn't write for a while. I've been busy, mostly living. Work is going good, got my first paycheck earlier this week which makes it feel more worth going there at all. Spent a lot of time with my family too that's kinda the only thing I have energy for when I'm off work late.

This weekend was pretty cool, went out to a pub, Sober for once with a friend from work and watched a live band. Worked yesterday (Saturday) then I just watched two movies and went to bed. This morning I got up and went to church, then home and made some lunchboxes for this coming week.

Took a trip to my moms after that and she had some books for me about rawfood which is my latest thing, it's feels like a blessing to have found this diet. It doesn't include any kind of meet at all it's a total vegan diet and it's based on vegetables whit a lot of protein and fruit. I'm doing a slow start just to get used to eat vegan, I've been vegetarian for almost a year now but been eating seafood time to time.

Me and my mom when grocery shopping and then I bought this awesome mixer so I can make super-smoothies in the morning that I can drink on my way to work, since I suck at eating breakfast it's such a pain to just feel sick every morning.

This week it's work from Monday-Sunday then off three days and I'm really looking forward to that. Might go to Göteborg with my family if I'm not finding some cheap flight tickets to go visit Martina and Denise in Germany.

God is good
Life is good

Time to sleep so I can wake up full of energy and ready for a new week

xoxo
Hanni

California, take me back?


Sweden, especially at summer time (jun-august) is fantastic, I enjoy it when It's sunny and no rain. But honestly nothing beats cali. I miss it so much.. I miss my friends, the beach, palm trees, the ocean, pubs, people, santa monica, pier 39, my bff that I love to the moon and back, all the kids I took care off, I miss the states in general Virginia with all its charm. I just wanna go back, that's all I want. I don't care that It feels like mission impossible, I'm going to keep praying and hoping that I get an answer..

Work is going fine, starting to learn more and more how to deal with it without asking for help all the time which off course is good. Soon my first paycheck comes in like to weeks, God knows how long I've been broke.. A good two months soon.. I just want to be independent again, sure I have my own apartment and all that but I can't really do anything fun without having some $$$

Other than that I'm working on my tan, spending a lot of quality time with the family, drinking too much beer as usual and daydreaming about leaving Sweden as soon as possible. I don't know why I just can't be happy here and enjoy it. But I just feel like something is missing, the feeling that I didn't have for almost two years when I was away travellng.


Well, enough being down,
At least I have some awesome plans, visit my friend in Norway ASAP and when Denise and Martina (my german friends that I met in the states) moves back to their homecountry I'll take the first flight there for a long weekend, miss them so much..

This weekend where having a great big graduation party at my moms house, my sister is done with her university program and my little sister is finishing highschool tomorrow. So congratz!! Family from all over Sweden is visiting to celebrate so I'm kinda excited.

Time to sleep,
up up and away tomorrow morning
Off work, yeey
get to sleep in


XoXo
gossip-hanni

Monday
Ready, set, go!!

This week is gonna be amazing
why
CUZ I SAID SO :)

Happy Monday ppl

Aaaaand I had a great weekend!
so It's all goood

peace out