California, take me back?


Sweden, especially at summer time (jun-august) is fantastic, I enjoy it when It's sunny and no rain. But honestly nothing beats cali. I miss it so much.. I miss my friends, the beach, palm trees, the ocean, pubs, people, santa monica, pier 39, my bff that I love to the moon and back, all the kids I took care off, I miss the states in general Virginia with all its charm. I just wanna go back, that's all I want. I don't care that It feels like mission impossible, I'm going to keep praying and hoping that I get an answer..

Work is going fine, starting to learn more and more how to deal with it without asking for help all the time which off course is good. Soon my first paycheck comes in like to weeks, God knows how long I've been broke.. A good two months soon.. I just want to be independent again, sure I have my own apartment and all that but I can't really do anything fun without having some $$$

Other than that I'm working on my tan, spending a lot of quality time with the family, drinking too much beer as usual and daydreaming about leaving Sweden as soon as possible. I don't know why I just can't be happy here and enjoy it. But I just feel like something is missing, the feeling that I didn't have for almost two years when I was away travellng.


Well, enough being down,
At least I have some awesome plans, visit my friend in Norway ASAP and when Denise and Martina (my german friends that I met in the states) moves back to their homecountry I'll take the first flight there for a long weekend, miss them so much..

This weekend where having a great big graduation party at my moms house, my sister is done with her university program and my little sister is finishing highschool tomorrow. So congratz!! Family from all over Sweden is visiting to celebrate so I'm kinda excited.

Time to sleep,
up up and away tomorrow morning
Off work, yeey
get to sleep in


XoXo
gossip-hanni