I need some positive energy
This week is not starting very good
don't know what's wrong with me
I don't want to feel like this anymore
everything just feels hard and impossible
I don't feel like doing anything else then laying in my bed
but that wont help me
so I guess I'll go out for a walk,
2nd time today and it's not 11 yet
the weather today is at least great
so I can be happy about that
I know it's all very negative but I can't help it for now
It actually helps to write it down
I've felt like this three days in a row

I'll go to Starbucks and buy a coffee
cause I love coffee