Oppsii, more than a week ago since i wrote. Been busy I'll tell you that! Went downtown Ikea, San Francisco this weekend and I managed to go to the movies two times. Found a cool place like 15 min from here that has 5 dollar movie nights on Tuesdays and Sundays, perfectoo! And I cut my hair yesterday, my side-cut was getting way to long. Had a really nice hairdresser from Hungary that gave me like a 20 dollar discount since she thought it was so great that I was from Sweden. Looks like I got a life again, lol.

Can't believe this day is finally here, today at 3 pm my German best-friend Martina is coming and stays until Sunday. We saw each other like everyday for 1 year in Virginia and now we didn't meet since she moved to Santa Monica in the beginning of September. She's flying here, only takes a little bit more than an hour. I'm so excited and happy about that she's coming, this will be a awesome weekend. We'll probably smoke some hookah, lol, go downtown SF, maybe go out dancing tomorrow and tonight we're going with my host-kids to a Haunted-house thing since Halloween is coming up soon!

On Saturday I went with my Swedish friend Maja from Falun, Dalarna (wööööhöööö) and Carole (France) to Ikea. Was pretty cool, I was super-happy cause they served glögg, raising and almonds, which is a Swedish Christmas drink. It was sooo good, I don't even like glögg that much but it really felt like home for like a half second. Also the man that worked at Ikea at the food-store section was so nice. He thought it was so interesting that we where from Sweden so he gave us a round-tour in the store and even opened up some bags for us to try, one thing really tasted like the Swedish Kexchoklad, yummyyyy. Miss Swedish food in general, Ikea just makes me feel home haha love it!

Worked Saturday evening so was a quiet night. Went up early on Sunday to get ready for Church which was really good. Felt like a got some new energy and strength and new thinking. I took some notes but I searched my whole room, still can't find my paper. After Church I went with Maja and two others to downtown San Francisco. Was my third time there, we walked along with Market Street where there's a lot of shopping. Maja was the one shopping since I want to save up some money. We also went to Westfields shopping-mall. Had a great day, like SF a lot, hopefully I'll see the Golden Gate Bridge up-close when me and Martina go in this weekend.

Now I'll probably soon meet up with Maja before work. Don't know for sure what we're about to do but we'll figure it out! BTW forgot something I went to DMV and passed the test for my drivers license!!!! So any day now my new California driver's license will come in the mail, yippiee :D

Life is Good, God is Good. He's putting very interesting people in my life right now. I feel like it's really meant for me to stay here and there's a reason why I came to just his place and this family. This Sunday I met another girl called Fatima from Stockholm, Sweden. Gosh, that girl, we just clicked seriously, great personality!! Might even see her this weekend, she invited me to a halloween party. She has been here since 1,5 year I think studying. I think I might do that after I'm done whit this au pair year. Take a CSN loan from Sweden and then fix somewhere to live. I just need to diced what I want to study..

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Thing to think about,,,
Don't live your life thinking that you are not responsible for your actions. Sometimes we tend to do things even when we know it's wrong whiteout giving it to much though. You maybe have to think through some situations in your life that you should change and do it now before it has gone to far. It will make a greater damage if you don't take care of the issue in right time. You are the person that have the power to make the right decisions. Trust yourself and trust in God and you'll go far.
Recognize your mistakes, apologize and take steps to rectify, make the situation right. Be strong and free yourself from defensive pattern of denial that erodes who you are- a worthy and loving individual!!!

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Don't judge other people. God alone has the power to judge, save or destroy. What right do you have to judge your neighbor? Then we don't trust that God will do it good. Before you judge someone else make sure that you are perfect and didn't do mistakes..

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Love your Lord, your God with all your heart, all your soul and all your strength. I feel my life's getting more positive, less selfishness, anger and guilt! Love your friend, what act of kindness can you do today to lift up your friend to lift them up? What feeling to you leave your friend whit when you walk away? Are they thankful for your love, do you give and show your love?

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(11:11)- yes I know it's good


well, as usual I'm getting stuck here writing about the thoughts that are spinning around in my head a little bit to long than I planned. Time to gooo, see you later alligator!